I should be cleaning but......

How is everyone's Sunday going? Good I hope, you know today was supposed to be my "clean out old clothes to buy new ones tomorrow" but the procrastinator that I am I decided to try my hand at writing again. That has always been a dream of mine, to become a well known writer of something, maybe be on New York Times Bestselling Author list but you know things change over time. Earlier in the year I decided to put away all bits and pieces of my writing, give it a break only to find out that I was perfectly happy not writing stories, poems, or even blogging. I felt that I wasn't good enough to continue this. So there it sat in my room, in a bin my various notebooks and journals full of writing and when I looked at it the only thought that came to mind was, I SHOULD BURN YOU! Yes a bit drastic I know, anyway today as I stared at this glorious notebook of mine, pen at the ready I hoped that it would come back to me (the love for writing, ideas, etc..) but no such luck. The pen just sat in my hand and that's when the realization hit me, writing is not my calling in life the dreams I had are just mere thoughts that everyone but me knew would never come true at the time, but that doesn't mean I'm going to give up. I am still determined to write, not for anyone but me, I want to find that love I had for writing at one point, to lose that would be sad. So for now people I bid you good day! -Tawni

A sad Christmas it will be this year.....

Wow it's been awhile since I've been on this thing! Talk about negligence...sorry about that guys!
So jumping back into blogging (needed a break, explanation in a later blog) I thought I would start this Summer off with a happy post on life, what exciting things are happening and what to expect in the coming months but no.

11th Doctor

Going through Tumblr and Twitter I stumble upon the headline....MATT SMITH LEAVING DOCTOR WHO for a minute I thought I read that wrong, so being the Whovian like so many others I reread the title and then I went bonkers! I searched and read everything I could to come to the realization that Mr. Matt Smith really is leaving Doctor Who. The initial reaction wasn't that bad until it full on hit me and then BAM, the floodgates opened and I found myself sitting here at my laptop crying my eyes out. ( This may sound like I've gone mad I know but bear with me here. )

Isn't he handsome?

Those who watch Doctor Who each have their favorite Doctor, some may say Christopher Eccleston (9th) and  David Tennant (10th), or if you watched the very early shows you might throw in Tom Baker (4th) or Paul McGann (8th).  Then you have me who of course preferred none other than Matt Smith (11th). His take on the Doctor made me fall in love with the character. His ability to pull of an old Time Lord but still act like a innocent schoolboy at times intrigued me, and now we have to say goodbye to him. This not only saddens me but excites me, I'm actually looking forward to seeing who the 12th doctor is. I can honestly say that when I watch the Christmas special this year my heart will indeed shatter, the regeneration scene is going to kill me to watch.
NO matter what happens Matt Smith is and will always be MY doctor, the one I fell in love with. Nothing is going to change that, unless they make Tom Hiddleston the 12th incarnation then I might have to reconsider.


Throughout the year I will throw it bits and pieces here and there about Matt's time as the doctor. Seeing how fast this year is going by I really want it to slow down considering by the end there will be a new doctor. Christmas is going to be AMAZING *sarcasm* so until then fellow readers. Good night