I should be cleaning but......

How is everyone's Sunday going? Good I hope, you know today was supposed to be my "clean out old clothes to buy new ones tomorrow" but the procrastinator that I am I decided to try my hand at writing again. That has always been a dream of mine, to become a well known writer of something, maybe be on New York Times Bestselling Author list but you know things change over time. Earlier in the year I decided to put away all bits and pieces of my writing, give it a break only to find out that I was perfectly happy not writing stories, poems, or even blogging. I felt that I wasn't good enough to continue this. So there it sat in my room, in a bin my various notebooks and journals full of writing and when I looked at it the only thought that came to mind was, I SHOULD BURN YOU! Yes a bit drastic I know, anyway today as I stared at this glorious notebook of mine, pen at the ready I hoped that it would come back to me (the love for writing, ideas, etc..) but no such luck. The pen just sat in my hand and that's when the realization hit me, writing is not my calling in life the dreams I had are just mere thoughts that everyone but me knew would never come true at the time, but that doesn't mean I'm going to give up. I am still determined to write, not for anyone but me, I want to find that love I had for writing at one point, to lose that would be sad. So for now people I bid you good day! -Tawni