I should be cleaning but......

How is everyone's Sunday going? Good I hope, you know today was supposed to be my "clean out old clothes to buy new ones tomorrow" but the procrastinator that I am I decided to try my hand at writing again. That has always been a dream of mine, to become a well known writer of something, maybe be on New York Times Bestselling Author list but you know things change over time. Earlier in the year I decided to put away all bits and pieces of my writing, give it a break only to find out that I was perfectly happy not writing stories, poems, or even blogging. I felt that I wasn't good enough to continue this. So there it sat in my room, in a bin my various notebooks and journals full of writing and when I looked at it the only thought that came to mind was, I SHOULD BURN YOU! Yes a bit drastic I know, anyway today as I stared at this glorious notebook of mine, pen at the ready I hoped that it would come back to me (the love for writing, ideas, etc..) but no such luck. The pen just sat in my hand and that's when the realization hit me, writing is not my calling in life the dreams I had are just mere thoughts that everyone but me knew would never come true at the time, but that doesn't mean I'm going to give up. I am still determined to write, not for anyone but me, I want to find that love I had for writing at one point, to lose that would be sad. So for now people I bid you good day! -Tawni

A sad Christmas it will be this year.....

Wow it's been awhile since I've been on this thing! Talk about negligence...sorry about that guys!
So jumping back into blogging (needed a break, explanation in a later blog) I thought I would start this Summer off with a happy post on life, what exciting things are happening and what to expect in the coming months but no.

11th Doctor

Going through Tumblr and Twitter I stumble upon the headline....MATT SMITH LEAVING DOCTOR WHO for a minute I thought I read that wrong, so being the Whovian like so many others I reread the title and then I went bonkers! I searched and read everything I could to come to the realization that Mr. Matt Smith really is leaving Doctor Who. The initial reaction wasn't that bad until it full on hit me and then BAM, the floodgates opened and I found myself sitting here at my laptop crying my eyes out. ( This may sound like I've gone mad I know but bear with me here. )

Isn't he handsome?

Those who watch Doctor Who each have their favorite Doctor, some may say Christopher Eccleston (9th) and  David Tennant (10th), or if you watched the very early shows you might throw in Tom Baker (4th) or Paul McGann (8th).  Then you have me who of course preferred none other than Matt Smith (11th). His take on the Doctor made me fall in love with the character. His ability to pull of an old Time Lord but still act like a innocent schoolboy at times intrigued me, and now we have to say goodbye to him. This not only saddens me but excites me, I'm actually looking forward to seeing who the 12th doctor is. I can honestly say that when I watch the Christmas special this year my heart will indeed shatter, the regeneration scene is going to kill me to watch.
NO matter what happens Matt Smith is and will always be MY doctor, the one I fell in love with. Nothing is going to change that, unless they make Tom Hiddleston the 12th incarnation then I might have to reconsider.


Throughout the year I will throw it bits and pieces here and there about Matt's time as the doctor. Seeing how fast this year is going by I really want it to slow down considering by the end there will be a new doctor. Christmas is going to be AMAZING *sarcasm* so until then fellow readers. Good night

College...... :/

Hey guys its been forever since I've blogged! I know I sort of neglected this thing when I said I wouldn't. I'm terribly sorry for that!

Ok from the title you can already guess what this is going to be about....COLLEGE!! WOO!!
Yeah no. When I think of leaving for college I just want to cry, I know that sounds crazy and many people already are wondering if I'm going insane or not. I'd like to think I'm not but that is debatable.

The main reason I wanted to leave was to get away from "here" as in the community I live in. The people here I tolerate but some days that's just not enough. So after getting accepted to a college in Minnesota I was going crazy! I started counting down the days until I would leave, began planning out what to take what not to take, and mainly thinking of the people I was not going to miss.
With only 5 months to go until I leave, I'm starting to second guess myself. I began asking questions like: Do I really need to go to a different state for college? Why couldn't I just go in-state? Should I not go to college at all?

The three questions are mainly influenced by one thing......my mom. I spent so much time counting down the days until I leave that I left out the most important person in my life. Now that college is getting closer, I'm starting to think that maybe going to a different state was not a good idea. The idea of leaving my mom daunts on me every night and anytime someone mentions college I immediately want to go hug my mom because the idea of not having her there scares me.

Okay enough of the ranting *laughs* complaining to my blog is not going to help. I might have went a little too overboard......so the question that remains is. Do I really want to go to school in Minnesota?

So since basketball season is over for my school... :( I have more free time, so I might post more here and there. I know the next post is going to be on Doctor Who. After that its whatever pops in my mind haha........so until then FAIR WINDS CHAPS!!!!

Full Performance of "No Scrubs" from "Sadie Hawkins" | GLEE

Expectations :/

Been awhile since I posted on here, a lot has been going on! Senior stuff, cheer and well that's it. Throughout all of that I chose to write a piece for a literary magazine. Great right? Yeah not really, not when everything you write you either hate, or you get that confused look from your teacher. Mainly part of the time it's because what I write is not what he hoped or expected. A part of me is actually liking that, surprising people whenever I can is my favorite thing to do. Then another part is lost and would just like some help, maybe a few notes here and there, not question after question. I honeslty have no idea how that is supposed to help me but whatever. It's to the point where I consider my teacher a lost cause, I know that sounds terrible haha trust me I had to pause life for a moment when I said that. So I guess you can my expectations for him as a teacher were let down, which is really sad because I considered him one of my favorite.

Moving on from that rant, I would love to say that within the next couple weeks I hope to put up short posts here and there about shows, ( I haven't gave up on that part of my blog) and it's going to range from cooking shows, MTV, White Collar, Glee, Vampire Diaries, and mainly anything I watch for that day or week. It's not going to be everyday but look for that. Also I will post more about my senior year, basketball tournaments are coming up for my school and since our cheer squad is doing a drill team dance and cheer dance I hope to post a video or pictures from that. Maybe I will post a link to Youtube.....hopefully.

So have a  great rest of the week! I might post in the early hours of Friday about The Vampire Diaries! I have to miss the show Thursday night thanks to a basketball game, but none the less I'm excited!!

Random!

Morning everyone, since I'm up and bored might as well post on here right?
How is everyone doing this week, well for me I am doing well. Just realized that I'm halfway done with my senior year! WOOOO!!! Now the only thing I have next to worry about is Prom....yeah I won't dwell much on that, but so far I have no date so yeah things are going pretty well in that department haha
Couple more weeks until TVD, White Collar, and Glee resumes not having anything to watch is getting to me! I have been watching rerun episodes of White Collar non-stop and replaying my favorite episodes of TVD, as for Glee well ehhh I don't know. I love Glee, a lot but right now I feel it needs to pick up the pace a bit add some serious drama, and no not Marley's eating disorder or Kurt and Blaine, but maybe The Warblers, or what about Tina?

So as I dwell on Glee some more I hope you have a fantastic week! I will try to post again when I can, but with only 16 weeks left of school, things are starting to get loco around here! Just hoping I can survive!

Resolutions and stuff like that...sort of.

Yes *laughs* the title is sort of bad I know but anyway Happy New Years everyone hope you are enjoying it as well as I am. Tomorrow school resumes and you know what, I'm rather excited! I love the comforts of my home and what not but I miss everyone at school, well almost everyone. So again with the title, resolutions. Yeah, not so great with that but hey why not try again right? So here are the three (well maybe five) things that I want to do this year...or hope to.

1. Finish my senior year with a BANG!!

2. Try not to push people away that might care about me.

3. Not get another injury. (If you only knew *shakes head*)

4. Attempt to grow up. (This one might take a few decades haha)

5. Leave home to start my new life in college. (Which I will do for sure!!)

Elijah and Kol

 Ok enough with the mushy stuff, I'm feeling rather accomplished right now. Why? Well I'm finally caught up with The Vampire Diaries! Yes I just finished and so far this season...I mean I thought season two was bad with making me cry but no Niklaus and Damon just bring it to another level! Elena well I haven't quite figure out what I think about her, might take a couple days. So as I wait for the new episodes to resume this month all I am wishing for is they bring back Kol and Elijah. Besides being very good looking and not to mention their accents. I really enjoy there storylines with their brother, Niklaus. Speaking of him, does anyone not feel sorry for him? I want to hug him, he breaks my heart, just like Damon! *sniffles*

No words

Speaking of Damon Salvatore, Ian Somerhalder the actor that portrays him, well we all know just how good looking he is so what are your thoughts (ladies) on him portraying Christian Grey? Yes people I read The Fifty Shades trilogy *laughs* I first thought Matt Bomer, then Alexander Skarsgard, but the more they described him the more I started to realize that Ian would be the perfect fit for this movie, that dark demeanor he has is absolutely amazingly perfect! Did I mention he is very good looking?! 




So as we all begin to stop ourselves from gawking or drooling which ever one I just want to wish everyone a good night, expect my next post to be about White Collar, TVD, Glee, or The New Normal. Until then my dears....fair winds!!

Hello darlings!

   Not sure how this post is going to end up but we will just start with a few accomplishments and blunders that have happened to me this month.
 
1. My birthday! WOOO!!!
 
2. Got accepted to my college!
 
3. Threw out my back....yeah go me! *laughs*
 
4. Just realized I only have 4 months of school left. ( Not going to lie, but I am going to miss all of my teachers! *shhhhh I didn't say that!)
 
5. Realized that next month White Collar returns, yes people more Matt Bomer for your eyes to love! 
 
 
     So I guess with 2013 coming up soon I just wanted to look back on my year and recall every single moment I spent doing something either really crazy with my friends or hating some people. Below is a list of the top 5 things that happened to me this year.
 
 
1. Survived my junior year of high school!
 
2. Grabbed orange cones with my friend and placed them in random spots. ( Middle of the road, on the top of someone's car, and on a gate post.)
 
3. Went "storm chasing" with my friends, yes people storm chasing, and no we didn't actually chase them. ...sort of.
 
4. Wasted two months of my senior year hating my new English teacher. He intimidated me, scared me, his teaching method was odd for me, and the amount of writing he made us do ( this made me realize just how hard writing is, and that maybe I'm not as good as I seem.) He actually ended up becoming my favorite teacher!
 
5, Finally realized I just need to live life for the moment.


That right there people is my list of my accomplishments and blunders, I hope this next year will be different.....a good different. Until then my friends, Au revoir!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

As much as I love Christmas, I'm thrilled that it's coming to an end! The stress that comes with it, but now as we near this beloved holiday I would just like to say one thing. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

So to you guys from me, I just want to wish every single person Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and if I don't blog within the next week a Happy New Year!

Time for me to go devour food with the family and watch some old cheesy holiday movies! :)

Glee Actually! (Klaine version)

Klaine <3

Talk about a heart-wrenching episode of Glee!! I can't tell you how many times I cried. First of all, Mr. Burt Hummel having prostate cancer!? WTH!!!???? The initial reaction from Kurt killed me, I couldn't believe that those words came out of Burt's mouth! (My crying was almost as bad as when Klaine broke up!) On the bright side, Burt's gift to Kurt though was really sweet,  I would be over the moon if my present was Blaine Anderson! *start squealing...now!*
Not breaking tradition the lovely Klaine sings White Christmas while ice-skating....AWWWW!!! One part though made me laugh, it looked like Kurt was going to kiss Blaine and of course Mr. Warbler skates away....COME ON BLAINE!! WHAT IS THIS!!???

Ok I know that this very short recap was only about Klaine  but I promise that tomorrow I will post the longer version. :)
Who else is bummed that we have to wait until next month for Glee!? -.-

Full Performance of "White Christmas" from "Glee Actually" | GLEE

<3 <3 <3

Holiday Shopping -.-

It's official I want the holidays to be over! The anxiety waiting for your gifts to arrive in the mail, hoping that people will like what you get them, thinking and worrying about what to get people! AGGGHHHH!!! I only have one person left that's it! Sadly she is the hardest person to buy for, I have no idea what to get her, she is my best friend and well it's kind of sad when I can't think of one thing to get her!

Does anyone else agree that shopping for the holiday is stressful?!

To add to this, the post office sort of lost one of my packages....I mean what the heck!?!? This is getting insane haha I stood in line for about 30 minutes waiting to get helped and when I get up there the people can't find my package. Yeah I was not a happy camper! Oh well, I will just have to wait and pray that it shows up.

To take my mind off this "organized chaos" as I like to call it, I am going to sit down and watch the new episode of Glee :) my excitement has been insane since the last episode. The thought of what is going to happen to Marley is just eating me away!

Expect a update soon or early tomorrow, as for my ranting I can't promise you it will stop but I will try haha

Glee :)

We can all agree that last nights episode was shocking for most. I was left with my mouth open and in complete shock. I had no idea what to think. For now as I recollect the events on Glee, let me make a list of my top moments of the night.

1. Marley's battle with her eating disorder.
 Did anyone see the ending coming?! I had a feeling that she was going to end up passing out, but not during the performance!! Santana's Mexican third eye about Kitty (as funny as that part was) should have been paid more attention to! The laxatives found in Marley's bag, the excuses for no eating because she has to practice. This storyline is going to be interesting, I only hope they don't end it abruptly. Give it a little twist maybe she relapses or something, give it an edge. From the promos of next week, I only hope that this did not cause the New Directions to lose sectionals!

2. Kurt and Blaine/ Kurt and Rachel
LET'S HAVE A KIKI!! I absolutely fell love with that part! Can I just say that Kurt's voice is just GAHH!!  The mob of people that show up just as Brody, Rachel and Kurt are about to eat Thanksgiving had to have been my favorite part! I hope there is more moments like that with Sarah Jessica Parker, who I absolutely love!
For Klaine fans out there, who are either mad they are still not together, happy that they are taking a break or whatever, you had to admit the scene where they are talking on the phone tugged at your heart! (Not going to lie, I cried during this part because I'm in the category that is mad they are not together!) Kurt accepting Blaine's apology was touching but then he turns around and says that he misses him and even though he is mad at Blaine, he can't stand not talking to him.. WAHH!! :( WHY MUST YOU BREAK MY HEART KURT!!
And to add to it when Blaine told Kurt he loved him and Kurt said it back, well my heart was scattered on the floor in a million pieces. Christmas episode needs to be here now!!

3. The Warblers!
Whistle and Live While We're Young two words.....LOVED IT!! That's all I have to say on that haha the dancing was amazing and the voices, I love Nolan Funk and Grant Gustin!! <3


Short very condensed recap I know but these three moments I couldn't get out of my head! Sorry that I left out the return of The Unholy Trinity, Quinn and her 35 yr old bf. Yeah waiting for the episode next week is going to torture me inside for days! Crossing my fingers that the New Directions won or tied for first with The Warblers. UGGHHH!! Six days is way too long!!

Full Performance of "Let's Have A Kiki"/"Turkey Lurkey Time" from "Thank...

FINALLY!!!! :)

Season three of The Vampire Diaries is now in my possession!!! AHHHHHH!!!! I can't stop watching it! Once again Damon is tugging at my heart! This is getting to be an obsession, and I'm ok with that. Wouldn't you agree with me? ------>
This is probably as worse as my obsession with Glee, so yep it's that bad! *laughs*

So this week is not my favorite, longer cheer practices, more homework, and less sleep. SENIOR YEAR=STRESSFUL!!!! In my class we finally decided on our class flower, speaker, and all that fun stuff. Umm well yeah can't say I'm thrilled but hey I'm just excited to graduate! Isn't every senior though?

LET'S HAVE A KIKI!!! ^.^
 Scissor Sisters! Now that I've heard this song, I can't help but sing it! I have to say that Glee's version is sort of catchy! Chris Colfer's voice gives me chills! Speaking of Chris Colfer the next episode of Glee is going to be a toss up, I really don't know if I should be scared or happy.

Let's Have A Kiki (Glee Cast Version) [HQ Full Studio]

I have no words! <3

Mondays.... :/

Don't you just love Monday!? Yeah me neither, but hey one day closer to Friday I guess. Five days until our school's first game, that means longer cheer practices! Really don't mind the cardio workout and all that but the running is not my favorite.
This week is going to be interesting I can tell you right now and by the looks of it I don't know if I will be able to post but ehh we'll see.

The only good thing about today is...CYBER MONDAY!!! WOOOOOO!!! Hoping to buy a few more gifts before midnight! WISH ME LUCK!!

Week of Success!!

Cheer practices= Success!!
Next week is our school's first basketball game and I'm excited! I guess this being my final year in high school it means a lot to me. Now over the last two years there has been some "bad juju" thrust upon me *laughs* my sophomore year after the first game my friend and I got into a car accident (hit a deer) was out for three weeks and then my junior year I ended up on crutches for 2 weeks. I don't know what I did to make the "cheer gods" unhappy but this curse shall end this year!

Holiday Shopping= Almost there :/
Black Friday sales I absolutely love! Now this gets me mad but at the same time I love the fighting for items and everything. Monday is going to be my favorite though, who knew Cyber Monday could be so......thrilling. (Or something like that.) With only a few people left to buy for, this Monday is my only chance. ARRRGGHHH!! (This is particular make me want to pull my hair out!)

T.V Shows= WOOOOO!! :)
Finally got caught up on all of them! Juggling watching my shows, studying for school, and the two above, my life is somewhat stressful right now.
Glee, this season has been good so far but I'm worried that the storylines that have started won't be finished or brought to their full potential. The Vampire Diaries, still haven't watched season three and it makes me mad *laughs* hearing bits and pieces of season four is really hard for me.

School
New trimester, new classes, life is good! Environmental Science and Government are my two favorite classes so far, but on top of that everything is absolutely insane! From scholarships which I have yet to start and to send in my transcripts to my colleges.

Talk about a much need vacation!!

Characters

Anyone else feel like this when they watch a movie or a show and one of the characters are really good looking!? -------->
Don't fret because you are not alone!
We all have those characters that we know and love, for some it may be Edward Cullen or Thor, maybe Captain America or any character that Channing Tatum has played.
I believe that everyone has experienced this at one point or another.
For me it would be Caius of The Volturi and Jasper Hale from Twilight and Loki from Thor. Glee though, well it is obvious haha Blaine of course!

Anyway watched Breaking Dawn Part two again and this just came across my mind during the middle of the movie. For those who have seen it, are you at all sad now that the Twilight Saga is now over? I teared up a little, as for those who love and adore Stephanie Meyer are you guys excited to see the Host?

I find that I may not be able to post later on today. Cheer practice is going to be brutal, and I have yet to watch the new episode of Glee. Far as what I know happened, it caused my friend (who absolutely adores the show like me) to not want to watch the rest of the season. RYAN MURPHY WHAT DID YOU DO!!!??

Who is your favorite character of all time? Mine would be Damon Salvatore haha his personality gets me and those baby blue eyes of his doesn't help either.


Enjoy your Friday!! (Those who are doing Black Friday this early, good luck my friends!)

Happy Thanksgiving!

Random picture I know. As this Thanksgiving day ends I would just like to say that I am very thankful for everything in my life! Going into details would bore many so let me continue on with the purpose of this post. Does anyone else love watching the Macy's Thanksgiving day parade? I absolutely love it! The Hess Truck float is by far my favorite each year. This year one of my favorite bands were on it, The Wanted. This parade is like a tradition each year for me, I get up as early as possible and wait. I think this year was the only time that I got up when it started. Now tonight is the new episode of Glee! I am excited, even if it is not the Thanksgiving ep. I will try my best to blog about it the second it is over, but if not tomorrow expect a post. Tonight is when The Warblers come back, can I say that the new Warbler kind of scares me! Guess Gleeks everywhere will have to wait and see what this new Warbler has in store for the season.

I hope everyone has a good Thanksgiving and Gleeks I hope you are enjoying the new episode, because I know I will!!