College...... :/

Hey guys its been forever since I've blogged! I know I sort of neglected this thing when I said I wouldn't. I'm terribly sorry for that!

Ok from the title you can already guess what this is going to be about....COLLEGE!! WOO!!
Yeah no. When I think of leaving for college I just want to cry, I know that sounds crazy and many people already are wondering if I'm going insane or not. I'd like to think I'm not but that is debatable.

The main reason I wanted to leave was to get away from "here" as in the community I live in. The people here I tolerate but some days that's just not enough. So after getting accepted to a college in Minnesota I was going crazy! I started counting down the days until I would leave, began planning out what to take what not to take, and mainly thinking of the people I was not going to miss.
With only 5 months to go until I leave, I'm starting to second guess myself. I began asking questions like: Do I really need to go to a different state for college? Why couldn't I just go in-state? Should I not go to college at all?

The three questions are mainly influenced by one thing......my mom. I spent so much time counting down the days until I leave that I left out the most important person in my life. Now that college is getting closer, I'm starting to think that maybe going to a different state was not a good idea. The idea of leaving my mom daunts on me every night and anytime someone mentions college I immediately want to go hug my mom because the idea of not having her there scares me.

Okay enough of the ranting *laughs* complaining to my blog is not going to help. I might have went a little too overboard......so the question that remains is. Do I really want to go to school in Minnesota?

So since basketball season is over for my school... :( I have more free time, so I might post more here and there. I know the next post is going to be on Doctor Who. After that its whatever pops in my mind haha........so until then FAIR WINDS CHAPS!!!!

Full Performance of "No Scrubs" from "Sadie Hawkins" | GLEE

Expectations :/

Been awhile since I posted on here, a lot has been going on! Senior stuff, cheer and well that's it. Throughout all of that I chose to write a piece for a literary magazine. Great right? Yeah not really, not when everything you write you either hate, or you get that confused look from your teacher. Mainly part of the time it's because what I write is not what he hoped or expected. A part of me is actually liking that, surprising people whenever I can is my favorite thing to do. Then another part is lost and would just like some help, maybe a few notes here and there, not question after question. I honeslty have no idea how that is supposed to help me but whatever. It's to the point where I consider my teacher a lost cause, I know that sounds terrible haha trust me I had to pause life for a moment when I said that. So I guess you can my expectations for him as a teacher were let down, which is really sad because I considered him one of my favorite.

Moving on from that rant, I would love to say that within the next couple weeks I hope to put up short posts here and there about shows, ( I haven't gave up on that part of my blog) and it's going to range from cooking shows, MTV, White Collar, Glee, Vampire Diaries, and mainly anything I watch for that day or week. It's not going to be everyday but look for that. Also I will post more about my senior year, basketball tournaments are coming up for my school and since our cheer squad is doing a drill team dance and cheer dance I hope to post a video or pictures from that. Maybe I will post a link to Youtube.....hopefully.

So have a  great rest of the week! I might post in the early hours of Friday about The Vampire Diaries! I have to miss the show Thursday night thanks to a basketball game, but none the less I'm excited!!

Random!

Morning everyone, since I'm up and bored might as well post on here right?
How is everyone doing this week, well for me I am doing well. Just realized that I'm halfway done with my senior year! WOOOO!!! Now the only thing I have next to worry about is Prom....yeah I won't dwell much on that, but so far I have no date so yeah things are going pretty well in that department haha
Couple more weeks until TVD, White Collar, and Glee resumes not having anything to watch is getting to me! I have been watching rerun episodes of White Collar non-stop and replaying my favorite episodes of TVD, as for Glee well ehhh I don't know. I love Glee, a lot but right now I feel it needs to pick up the pace a bit add some serious drama, and no not Marley's eating disorder or Kurt and Blaine, but maybe The Warblers, or what about Tina?

So as I dwell on Glee some more I hope you have a fantastic week! I will try to post again when I can, but with only 16 weeks left of school, things are starting to get loco around here! Just hoping I can survive!

Resolutions and stuff like that...sort of.

Yes *laughs* the title is sort of bad I know but anyway Happy New Years everyone hope you are enjoying it as well as I am. Tomorrow school resumes and you know what, I'm rather excited! I love the comforts of my home and what not but I miss everyone at school, well almost everyone. So again with the title, resolutions. Yeah, not so great with that but hey why not try again right? So here are the three (well maybe five) things that I want to do this year...or hope to.

1. Finish my senior year with a BANG!!

2. Try not to push people away that might care about me.

3. Not get another injury. (If you only knew *shakes head*)

4. Attempt to grow up. (This one might take a few decades haha)

5. Leave home to start my new life in college. (Which I will do for sure!!)

Elijah and Kol

 Ok enough with the mushy stuff, I'm feeling rather accomplished right now. Why? Well I'm finally caught up with The Vampire Diaries! Yes I just finished and so far this season...I mean I thought season two was bad with making me cry but no Niklaus and Damon just bring it to another level! Elena well I haven't quite figure out what I think about her, might take a couple days. So as I wait for the new episodes to resume this month all I am wishing for is they bring back Kol and Elijah. Besides being very good looking and not to mention their accents. I really enjoy there storylines with their brother, Niklaus. Speaking of him, does anyone not feel sorry for him? I want to hug him, he breaks my heart, just like Damon! *sniffles*

No words

Speaking of Damon Salvatore, Ian Somerhalder the actor that portrays him, well we all know just how good looking he is so what are your thoughts (ladies) on him portraying Christian Grey? Yes people I read The Fifty Shades trilogy *laughs* I first thought Matt Bomer, then Alexander Skarsgard, but the more they described him the more I started to realize that Ian would be the perfect fit for this movie, that dark demeanor he has is absolutely amazingly perfect! Did I mention he is very good looking?! 




So as we all begin to stop ourselves from gawking or drooling which ever one I just want to wish everyone a good night, expect my next post to be about White Collar, TVD, Glee, or The New Normal. Until then my dears....fair winds!!

Hello darlings!

   Not sure how this post is going to end up but we will just start with a few accomplishments and blunders that have happened to me this month.
 
1. My birthday! WOOO!!!
 
2. Got accepted to my college!
 
3. Threw out my back....yeah go me! *laughs*
 
4. Just realized I only have 4 months of school left. ( Not going to lie, but I am going to miss all of my teachers! *shhhhh I didn't say that!)
 
5. Realized that next month White Collar returns, yes people more Matt Bomer for your eyes to love! 
 
 
     So I guess with 2013 coming up soon I just wanted to look back on my year and recall every single moment I spent doing something either really crazy with my friends or hating some people. Below is a list of the top 5 things that happened to me this year.
 
 
1. Survived my junior year of high school!
 
2. Grabbed orange cones with my friend and placed them in random spots. ( Middle of the road, on the top of someone's car, and on a gate post.)
 
3. Went "storm chasing" with my friends, yes people storm chasing, and no we didn't actually chase them. ...sort of.
 
4. Wasted two months of my senior year hating my new English teacher. He intimidated me, scared me, his teaching method was odd for me, and the amount of writing he made us do ( this made me realize just how hard writing is, and that maybe I'm not as good as I seem.) He actually ended up becoming my favorite teacher!
 
5, Finally realized I just need to live life for the moment.


That right there people is my list of my accomplishments and blunders, I hope this next year will be different.....a good different. Until then my friends, Au revoir!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

As much as I love Christmas, I'm thrilled that it's coming to an end! The stress that comes with it, but now as we near this beloved holiday I would just like to say one thing. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

So to you guys from me, I just want to wish every single person Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and if I don't blog within the next week a Happy New Year!

Time for me to go devour food with the family and watch some old cheesy holiday movies! :)